Anyone who reads this blog regularly can probably see the signs of my current state, another state of sissy frenzy.
i still hold out hope of escape from Mistress Cassie, despite the compelling evidence of how futile that gesture really is.
The creation of this blog is the result of a sissy assignment from Mistress. Blogs are a place for personal reflections, and the author can pretty much post a She/ he pleases. Mistress is an Author here, and has, from time to time, provided content. Not lately though. :o)
So, what is this two part post about?
Well, i probably need a trip to the sissy confessional. i am a hairy gurl these days and i don't always cage after masturbation. But this isn't a confession post. i won't be looking for the titalltion that some like in terms of a sissy being punished by Mistress.
No, this is an wish post.
i wish Mistress would compel me to a phone feminization session before i cave in & intiate the call voluntarily.
i wish She would force me and soon! It's as simple as that & as complicated.
The frenzy continues.
sissy maid diane
That's because whatever She makes you do when She calls, you justify by saying it is for Her... but if you call, you KNOW it is really for YOU.....
ReplyDeleteHello Fiona,
DeleteThat's an interesting viewpoint. There is no doubt that there are certain aspects of femming that appeal to me. It just feels good to be gurly.
But there's a limit of what i can do for myself. It's Mistress that takes me places i can't go on my own. i still need Her to push the buttons.
Thanks for the comment.
diane
Diane,
ReplyDeleteSometimes you may need your Mistress to push the limits and get you out of your comfort zone. But you then go back and create a comfort zone - and push yourself right to the new limit, and get Mistress to break the wall and take you further again. You just present the button to be pushed. You can't do it yourself - but you need it pushed. You may prefer She calls to push it - but if She doesn't, you know you will call her....
Hello Fiona,
DeleteWhat you've described is accurate and amounts to a cumulative level of feminization that is ultimately more than i bargained for.
That said, i do love being controlled by a Dominant Female and feeling like a Girl. Mistress is more than capable and happy to accommodate me in my journey.
i will most certainly be calling Her.
Regards,
diane
It's a drug... you get what you thought you wanted... and it isn't enough. You want MORE....
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DeleteYes, Fiona, i want more. i need more......
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