Yes, i have sucked a cock for Mistress Cassie. It was a difficult (and necessary) step on my journey from male to Female. Even more difficult would be the reality of another blow job.
While i might hope that Mistress would be satisfied with one, She seems intent on more. There is never a session when it doesn't come up. She regularly addresses me as cock sucker. i cannot disagree with Her, of course.
Mistress also repeatedly tells me "it's all for Her"
It follows that She'll expect another blow job, then another. \Only time will tell, but She sure has trained me to think about it a lot. i am 100% dildo trained.. Dildo training could lead to an admission that i'm 100% cock trained. If that's one of Mistress' ultimate goals, there's nothing i can do to stop Her.
Oh, my!
sissy maid diane
Diane, if Mistress Cassie is called you cock sucker, there are more in your future. And she'll tell you they are like potato chips, you can't eat just one. And to completion. How does she react when you have one?
ReplyDeleteHello Fiona,
DeleteYes, you are probably right. The challenge is that one cock could be construed as an experiment. Two (or more) is a different matter altogether.
Mistress was very pleased with my first go around and frequently inquires about boys in my life. i'm sure that She considers that blow job i gave as the crowning achievement in Her training of me.
Thank you for the comments. :o)
diane
Well, Diane, I had some scientific training, and a very big thing is being able to reproduce experimental results! That is why there are so many journals outlining the experiments. If you went by first reports, we have cloning, cold fusion, observed FTL particles...
DeleteGo verify your results! And publish or perish!
diane, trust Mistress Cassie, yes this is important to the feminization process but here the reward is phenomenal. I found the hard throbbing cock in my mouth the first time and everytime since to be the ultimate in sexual pleasure. As i started dressing it was always to attract a man once i learned that and accepted it nothing but pleasure is the result. I have found being a cock sucker to be a wonderful thing. Enjoy the process of being the real you. hugs, regina
ReplyDeleteHi,
DeleteYou are right of course. i never felt more feminine that when i dressed and gave my first blow job. The complicated reality is that i tend to separate diane from my 'other' life. i don't like the concept of split personalities, but i'm a different person when dressed as diane. And attracting men would be a logical part of the equation.
i'm not at the point (yet) where i can 100% accept the fact that it is men that i should be attracting, and attracted to. i'm still a feminization work in progress.
At the end of the day, i do trust Mistress with all things diane. Stay tuned!
Hugs,
diane