The unforgivable sissy shame

This is (sadly) all true. i caught myself peeing standing up yesterday. i caught myself in time to finish sitting - properly. How bad is this, considering recent posts. Pretty bad. i E-mailed Mistress Cassie about this, with no response so far - which is fine. my feelings of remorse are real and unfortunate. If She never responds, that's understandable. It's all VERY disappointing.  :o(

i sent this e-mail:

i have posted as recently as yesterday about peeing sitting down. The 'self imposed' punishment moving forward is 24 hours in the all in one girdle with the gusset sewn shut, which pretty much forces me down onto the toilet seat.

Sadly, unbelievably, i just caught myself doing it again! i really do want to be Your good sissy girl and this is important. But I really didn't intend to pee standing up and caught myself (so to speak) about half way through - then sat down. i really don't want to wear that thing for 24 hours, but....

What a dilemma! You didn't impose this 'punishment'....

Your opinion please.

Love,

diane

PS - One lengthy commenter suggested that i add a modification to the girdle - adding a rear entry access hole for male suitors. Oh those readers! There was 1 comment letting me out of the cage early, btw.  Two for extra hours and one undecided that commented anyway. So 2 1/2 for extra cage time..

It's up to Mistress now. I'm not in the all in one yet, it's all too depressing - no pics, just a big downer....  :o(

sissy maid diane