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Anyone who reads this blog regularly can probably see the signs of my current state, another state of sissy frenzy.
i still hold out hope of escape from Mistress Cassie, despite the compelling evidence of how futile that gesture really is.
The creation of this blog is the result of a sissy assignment from Mistress. Blogs are a place for personal reflections, and the author can pretty much post a She/ he pleases. Mistress is an Author here, and has, from time to time, provided content. Not lately though. :o)
So, what is this two part post about?
Well, i probably need a trip to the sissy confessional. i am a hairy gurl these days and i don't always cage after masturbation. But this isn't a confession post. i won't be looking for the titalltion that some like in terms of a sissy being punished by Mistress.
No, this is an wish post.
i wish Mistress would compel me to a phone feminization session before i cave in & intiate the call voluntarily.
i wish She would force me and soon! It's as simple as that & as complicated.
The frenzy continues.
sissy maid diane
Hypnosis is, by definition, a mind altering process. i can attest first hand to how effective it can be. The most hypnotic voice ever belongs to Mistress Cassie. And my, does She know how to use it! This hypnosis spiral is a good indicator of the kind of trance that i am in. It is a spell that's She's cast over me.
i cannot escape, even though i believe it to be in my best interests to do so. Her Power over me simply is stronger than my own will power.
rational thought and behavior is not an option for me unless Mistress allows it. On the one hand She encourages 'balance' in my life. To live without obsession about my feminization by Her.
But i have never heard Her say:
"Listen to the sound of my voice - live with balance".
Her 'listen to the sound of My voice' statement is a trigger, a control trigger, and i hear it often in sessions with Her.
She frequently says:
Listen to the sound of My voice:
You are trapped forever
You are a cocksucker
Everything you do is for Me
you are My property
Be careful what you wish for sissy
Sigh. so much for balance. Part two to come.
sissy maid diane