Tuesday, September 20, 2011

The games sissies play - part one

sissies like to play games. Playing games with a Mistress can put a sissy on thin ice in a hurry, but more about that in a minute. Why do sissies play games?



i can only speak truly for myself, of course. But i have had communication with other sissies and read a lot of blog posts from sissies and Mistresses alike. So, i don't think i'm alone on this subject. That said, here are my views on the matter.

One game i played for years was the sideline game & i think that's the game that really gets to the bottom, base line of the sissy/ Mistress mystique. Fantasizing about submission to a beautiful, Dominant Female is a staple in a sissy's psyche. we want to be Dominated, Controlled, feminized - and we need it.The conundrum is that real feminization and submission is a scary proposition, while at the same time very arousing. Yes, it's very scary - absolutely frightening! And my does it arouse!

It's in a sissy's genetic code, a deep and undeniable need to adore Women. Adoration is so much easier when it's from the sidelines. i did it myself for years. Just looking at porn, a lot of it 'soft porn' with pretty models in various states of undress, but dressed in enticing lingerie. i looked at feminization sites, enjoying - vicariously -the plight of sissies who had succumbed to the Power of a Dominant Mistress.

It was easy to look at, and i was jealous, afraid and aroused all at the same time. Over time it takes a toll. All of the denial & resistance ultimately led to my own submission. Having been married more than once, and having led a male life for so many years, submission has not come easily. i was worn down and forced to face femming by a Mistress, Mistress Cassie. It had to be forced feminization. i could not willingly submit, and i still have stubborn male resistance even though Mistress Cassie has trained me, feminized me, and is in total control.


my game of choice is the 'picture game'. A complex game, which always ends with me losing. If i win one night, i'll come back the next night and lose. There is no real winning, only temporary delays of defeat. i cannot willingly buy another bra when i own over 150 already. That would be ridiculous. i must be forced to buy that bra.



The pretty Women in my picture game do me in, send me to the purchase tab, send me to Mistress & send me further into feminization.

So, now i'm off the sidelines and very familiar with real feminization. But i still play games.

Next up, part two. The rules of the game i cannot win.

sissy maid diane

6 comments:

  1. 'Be careful what you wish for' and 'reality may not match the fantasy'. These must be the most often used phrases when a domme warns a subbie male. Yet despite the warnings, that deep desire of the subby's soul to submit always seems to completley overule common sense. I am glad it does!! I am not sure though that my bitch-boy is glad it overuled his common sense.

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  2. Hello Mistress Scarlet,

    Yes, common sense goes out the window when a subbie gets that desire to submit. i know the scenario well. i'm not always glad when i submit to Mistress, but i know that She is and that's what counts. Such is the life.......

    Thank You for writing!

    Regards,
    sissy maid diane

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  3. Hi hon...don't get your panties in a wad!! :)
    Sara

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  4. Hi sara,

    i'll try not to! ;o)

    Hugs,
    diane

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