There has been a lifetime progression for me as a sissy. Let's consider it in a (progressive) math formula of sorts.
Early fascination with lingerie = cross dressing
Cross dressing + porn = Fantasizing about Women, soft, wearing pretty lingerie
Dressing + porn + Fantasizing about Women = Fantasizing about being a Woman
Dressing + porn + Fantasizng about Women + Fantasizing about being a Woman + Inevitable obsession with all of the above = searching for a Dominant Woman to fill in the need for feminization
Dressing + porn + Fantasizng about Women + Fantasizing about being a Woman + Inevitable obsession with all of the above + searching for a Dominant Woman to fill in the need for feminization = Finding Mistress Cassie
Simplified mathematical formula and conclusion:
Finding Mistress Cassie = permanent change.
(Mistress Cassie sent me this purse, such a personal touch - a part of Her)
The result, an inescapable feminization trap, carefully and patiently crafted by a Mistress who FULLY understands the sissy psyche. A Mistress who uses Her vast skill set to turn a sissy's fascination and obsession toward real femming, toward actually becoming a Woman, not dreaming about it.
Most importantly, this accomplished Mistress does the math and makes it all add up. The sum of all of the sissy's obsessions and inner needs are firmly directed towards the Mistress. By cleverly introducing Her sissy to the real wonders of the Female world, Mistress feeds the sissy's ever growing appetite with more. As the need for more feminizing grows, so does the sissy's need for further training and nurturing by Mistress. The sissy relies on Mistress to provide proper thought processes. my sissy dreams and fantasizing are no longer of my own free will. They are now formed by Mistress. The sissy becomes a vessel that fills Her needs and desires.
Yes, i am obsessed with Mistress Cassie and i am forever trapped and changed. The physical demands and reality of day to day life may delay or distract my need to satisfy Her. But in the end, my mind and body always end up back in Mistress Cassie's clutches.
The math: Three years of feminization by Mistress Cassie = a lifetime of devotion to Her + more feminization.
Isn't math fascinating?
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