On Thursday evening, i had an IM session with Mistress Cassie. The long & short of it was that. i hadn't masturbated since last Sunday (after the cuckold assignment) and that i really didn't quite know why. After all, the logical thing to do would be to masturbate regularly between cuckold assignments. The assignments are deigned (so far) to be spontaneous and unpredictable. Mistress can and will cuckold be at a moment's notice. Once that happens, i'm in chastity, most likely caged until that cuck session ends. So, getting cuckolded after a 'self imposed' period of chastity doesn't seem to make sense. It just make the difficult task of being a cuckold even more difficult.
So, i made the remark that i should just jerk, dumb ass. We,, Mistress liked that, and was going to post it on Her blog. But She decided that i should post it and here it is, from dumb ass sissy diane:
cassie_jones16.src%3Dpg (8/12/2011 1:31:44 AM): (my quote from earlier in the session) i whacked off twice on Sunday. Once for all to see, then again. No cage. Since then i've dressed frillier & frillier every night. Every morning i wake up with a hard on. i say to myself, jerk off dumb ass - while you can. Every morning, i don't. It's like i can't. It's much easier than the horror of having the cage on, but it has the same effect. i'm basically in chastity, while dressing. Unbelievable.
So, here it is, the statement that Mistress wanted posted. A statement the reflects my new state of mind. A sissy cuckold state of mind.
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